Lyrics
I am not your ghost anymore.
I have left this room with my sheet on the floor.
I’ll shut my eyes just to make sure.
You’ve been buried deep in a cut.
I know there’s a word, I just don’t know what.
All I can feel is in my gut.
I am in love. I am, am I?
Sell my soul to see you again.
There’s so much I could say but I just refrain.
I’m drowning in the falling rain.
Mock me with your mouth and hold me down.
I want you to leave and stay around.
I want to be silent and still so loud.
I am alive. I am, am I?
I’m in your hives. I am, am I?
I am not your ghost anymore.
Buried in belief and some songs from before.
I wonder what I wrote them for.
I want to be alone in a crowded space.
I just want to be seen while I hide my face
from the crowd that surrounds just a ghost that has fallen far from grace.
I am a ghost. I am, am I? I was a ghost before it died. I am, am I?